Take me back

There is nothing important in making my life better than before except it came from the owner of this universe. I'm really fell down now  ╮(╯_╰")╭

The struggle to keep going forward decreased. Actually, I wished it can run with no difficulty. I do not know exactly. But it was a hard blow for my heart, hiks   p(´⌒｀q)

I lived to be better of everything that it has the bad impact for me. Avoiding that and do the best one which I can. In that case too, I found something worst. It proved when I made a certain decision! Yaah, I mean that it is specially for me but no for others. I suppose!!

God knows the best one for each human. Hope with each passing day I can see all the affections of Him. No one can guess what happen next after He gives the problem. I think we just be ordered to increase our belief. Whereas I often became angry if the obstacle came to me. Out of pity, He gives me any tears. I can use it to express my feeling. Surely, I should face it calmly.

Oh my God... Please give me any strength and please strengthen me!! You can encourage me to take me back to Your line. Need You God!! I don't have the spirit to enjoy this day. I have been able to make the defects the other. It was so pity and I am so sorry  \( #`⌂´)/